I did not think a time like this would come when my heart would feel so heavy. My heart is heavy because of YOU. I don’t want to crash you know! I wish I had the strength to fight for this love. Good thing is I’ve given it my best for the while it lasted.

My love for you is uncontrollable, my feelings for you are unstoppable, my heart gets its beat just at the thought of you. Question is, how do I walk away from all this? How do I get back my sanity? Mind at one place and heart at another? Wandering in thoughts that are enough to give me migraines? Dang! I’m losing it. My heart is surely heavy.

Oh well, thank you for the memories we shared. For the ” I love you” reminders. Even though we had our share of rough patches, this will probably come hard at you because its’s sounding more of “goodbye”, but we never do “goodbyes”, right? How about we have our hearts beating for each other in another realm? cool, huh?

I hope you remember how much I cared, I hope you remember how much I loved you and how much I was proud of you. I hope I’ll have saved you a big deal from being caught in between in most instances. But I’m only breaking deeper and deeper when my wants and needs are bargained with.

So, this isn’t goodbye. It is simply “see you later” in a different arena of life. Good thing, despite the heavy heart, there will be no emptiness or void since in my heart, you still reside, just as a different kind of tenant :-). I will still love you, from a safer space! I’m sorry baby its come down to this but my heavy heart needs this break. ILYSM!